blah blah blah

in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

blah blah blah

in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

its midnight know. I'm awake.

its midnight know. I'm awake. 

as usual ... I feel bad.

but let's not do that. let's be different.  

what am I gonna do?

chines people says: you come to this world naked... you go from this world naked...you should understand both.

what should I do?

a part of me just want to avoid from this kind of question. like a paper in the wind. this part of my personality don't want to be free. so tryes to seduce me...saying: lets sleep...lets eat something. 


but I don't want to begin from first of week/day.

this is enough. every year I will be older and older and there is not infinite time for me. 

life is just a blink.

when you are on the mountain...and looking at your behind...

you say

I should have chosen another way/goal.