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another bullshit as always
سهشنبه 27 آبان 1399 02:25
I remember when I was almost 13 years old there was a boy in our classroom named Shirzad. he used to sing this sentence for fun: "I go to school every day...dabroooday" he had a good voice. but as he grew up his voice changed. I'm disappointed. I was hoping the Corona virus problem would be finished this...
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writing about different topics
شنبه 24 آبان 1399 03:54
oh... yes... I hate writing here but lets not nag. it's been for weeks since I started Whim's course. but still I feel cold. I think it is natural to feel that but the cold course may help people to have a longer threshold for pain. I mean you can feel the cold, but after a few seconds it will almost disappears and...
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daily bullshit
جمعه 23 آبان 1399 06:27
it's been a few days since last time I've updated this weblog. as I said before I do not like to write here. last night I took a cold shower; two times and each time for one minute. After that, I've put my hands and feet in ice water for two minutes. I did that because I have cold hands and feet. then I've slept for...
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be a Joker
جمعه 16 آبان 1399 03:08
my family do not let me be alone. even though I rented a house and I live alone now, they sent me foodstuff. for example last night they sent me some cheese and walnuts. I'm not a social person. I don't want to take a taxi. because I don't want to talk to talk driver. sometimes they talk to me even though I don't want...
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bullshit, as usual
چهارشنبه 14 آبان 1399 05:32
I hate writing here. I never know what to say. I want to get a scholarship and be accepted in the field of social studies. I love anthropology, economic, geography, sociology and political science and if I would be accepted in social studies I can study all of them. that would be the best opportunity. I had many...
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when the internet and my nerves were cut off
دوشنبه 12 آبان 1399 06:25
the internet was down yesterday. so I could not write here. I did not have internet for 18 hours from early morning to evening. I checked the internet maybe 50 times. I thought to myself maybe there is a problem with my system's software/hardware. but suddenly the internet was connected. I became glad. I don't know...
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about people's opinion
شنبه 10 آبان 1399 04:58
I've already sent and English email to somebody so I needn't to write in English as long as usual. I was watching a video on YouTube. the subject of video was "when fans meet celebrities" or something like that. when I was watching I just thinking how important is public opinion? why they cry? how anyone can...
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a fly in my room
جمعه 9 آبان 1399 05:39
I have overslept tonight. I'm kind of a hard-working person. so when I sleep too much I feel guilty. now I don't know how I will be able to finish my daily tasks. there is no enough time. I wanted to finish my resume tonight. there is too much work. I don't know what to do. I'm working on my resume. I must send it to...
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about Mr.Sullen
پنجشنبه 8 آبان 1399 04:20
in the real world I'm taciturn. not speaking a lot. sometimes I do not speak for several months. people do not understand me. some people think maybe I am mad at them or sth. some other people may think that I am an arrogant guy. but this actually is not right. I'm more seems to be humble than arrogant. anyway it's...
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when you live alone
چهارشنبه 7 آبان 1399 04:54
I live alone in a room in a corner of a small city. sometimes I do not talk to anyone for several months. when I was in telegram I had few contacts in my contact list which I blocked them all. there was nobody to talk and communication. sometimes I think maybe it would be better if I had a pet...like Schopenhauer had....
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about the condition of my heart and my knee
سهشنبه 6 آبان 1399 03:47
hello myself. it's Tuesday today and here I am saying nonsense. I still has not turn the heater on. the weather is not cold but I must check the heater to see if it world properly or not. yesterday I practiced breathing a lot. but I don't know why I'm not doing it properly tonight. as I said before I have a kind of...
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two stupid men
دوشنبه 5 آبان 1399 07:31
I've seen a really stupid man yesterday. I was out...I wanted to buy some bread. so I went to bakery. and this stupid man saw me and started talking: why he wants to buy 15 bread? oh! he wants to sell them! and he continued talking.... there is corona virus. god created this virus because people do not worship the god...
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my tragedy with learning Japanese
یکشنبه 4 آبان 1399 04:47
I was working on Japanese. I have learnt more 6000 words and more than 2000 kanji. but I still can not read Japanese. I think that I'd better to just read the sentences in 5000 words of Japanese book. it's been a long time. a few years...maybe...I' just struggle to learn Japanese. every time I forgot the whole words...
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me and my my fiancé; Mrs. Sangak
جمعه 2 آبان 1399 04:53
it's been 7 days since I started daily cold shower program. I'm actually excited to see what will I learn in 2th week. I know there is some push ups. breathing exercises and cold shower for sure... I'm going to bakery tomorrow. the breads I stored in the freezer are running out. so I have to buy some breads from the...
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even more bullshit
پنجشنبه 1 آبان 1399 02:26
it gets harder for me to write on this blog everyday. I really don't know what to say and write about what. but as I said before, it is one of my daily tasks so it must be done. I've been doing all the daily task since Sunday. today will be a sunny day for sure if I do all the daily tasks. there is a heater in my room...
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I was a Forrest Gump
چهارشنبه 30 مهر 1399 05:06
I'm hungry now and I think I don not have much energy to work on my English writing. but I have to do that. that sucks. I remember when I was a young boy,; maybe 11 years old, I always wanted to live in the right way. I used to plan for my daily life even though there was not anybody to teach me that kind of things....
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naked in the snow
سهشنبه 29 مهر 1399 05:20
I have to write but as usual I don't know what to write. the weather is getting colder and I wanna climb in beginning of winter. alone and all by myself. maybe some crazy wolfs would love my idea. alone in the snow people will think I am crazy. well I will prove it that I am! I am working on my body. .. doing some...
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about my neighbors and this place
دوشنبه 28 مهر 1399 04:44
as usual I don't know what to write so let's talk about my neighbors. I 'm not used to gossiping but I have to write sth because I have to work on my english writing. first of all there is not an alley but a dead end. so usually you can see children playing here and women sitting somewhere and gossiping about nothing....
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I want to complete my daily tasks
شنبه 26 مهر 1399 06:17
the percentage of daily work done was 96%. I want to complete my daily tasks. I wanna get a score of 100% today. for a few month I did not have enough time to work on these tasks. because I had to work on Japanese. as I wrote here yesterday, my computer had crashed last year and all data stored on the hard drive was...
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when you completely forget to do the necessary things
جمعه 25 مهر 1399 05:55
I am addicted to downloading. so I've been downloading some courses and I completely forgot to read 3 pages of Japanese. I have a very limited amount of time and I have to do that. because I want my Japanese to progress. I'm writing this text as fast as I can to have enough time to work on Japanese. I've downloaded...
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I'm working on linux and computer language programes
چهارشنبه 23 مهر 1399 06:54
I'm learning Linux. it's been a few years since I thought about using linux instead of windows. when I use Linux I feel more secure. I'm working on c programming too. because first of all I wanna work on Arduino and second, I wanna be a programmer. I wanna be able to make computer programs such as c, Python and c++...
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why I did not write for a few monthes?
سهشنبه 22 مهر 1399 05:40
it's been a lot of time since last time I wrote sth here. I did not have the time to write and work on my writing on this website. here I am again and I'm ready to write bullshit. I don't wanna write about Corona virus as before. so lets write about sth else. um...let me think. Japanese! yes. about three month ago my...
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about the damn kanji
شنبه 30 فروردین 1399 21:39
I had read Sisyphus written by alberto camus almost 10 years ago. It is similar to me when study kanji. I have read about 2000 kanji more than 300000 times. and I still can not learn them. lets talk about something else. even speaking about kanji make me sick. all I can say is I thin I must work on writing kanji...
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Honia and Avaz were here
جمعه 29 فروردین 1399 13:45
I woke up at 6:30 i n the morning today. and I have been working so far. I'm almost always tired. sometimes I feel like I have some problem because of looking at computer/cell phone for 17 hours a day. I hop I do not have a CVS problem. Honia and Avaz was here tonight. Avas did not afraid of me for the first time....
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when the ghosts comes out
پنجشنبه 28 فروردین 1399 06:25
I hoped that as the weather warmed up, corona virus , the rate of corona expansion would slow down. but as for know, I have not seen such a thing. sometimes my eyes get tired. I have been working on English and Japanese for more than a year. to it is normal. I can not remember the country's name but I have read an...
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my life style has changed and not in a good way
دوشنبه 25 فروردین 1399 21:12
I don't know why I'm being so weak. I remember running ten kilometers a day for ten years. maybe my life style is not healthy. maybe my diet is not nutritious. i drink too much tea for sure. I think I am depressed. and I don't exercise. and I experience a lot of stress. I think I have a heart issue. I want to go to a...
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just blah blah as usual
یکشنبه 24 فروردین 1399 21:53
I do not feel well writing in english on this weblog. I wish I could write on a foreign blog. I know that I'm not good at writing english. I think I make a lot of mistakes. I do not feel comfortable knowing that people are looking at me. but I still must work on writing. so I have to keep practicing until I learn to...
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everything from MR.nothing
سهشنبه 19 فروردین 1399 23:37
I'm really tired. it is too hard to work hard every day for almost 365 day a year and 15 hours every day. I'm too tired...depressed. I don't know why I have never been disappointed. there is too much pressure on me. my brother drove to the garden of our son-in-law in my younger brother's car. I could go there but I...
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dr keyvan mirhadi said american scientists has made a medication for corona virus
دوشنبه 18 فروردین 1399 22:51
dr mirhadi is an Iranian scientist. he lives in america. I have heard a really good news about corona. doctors in america have found a medicine that can help the patient of corona virus. the doctor said that the drug has passed second stage of the experiments. 82 patient received medication. the result was...
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it is better to take practical steps along with reading
یکشنبه 17 فروردین 1399 22:33
i was reading about an artist yesterday. I think his name is Andy Warhol. he was a master at many fields...including: movie making, photography, voice recording, ... I do not clearly remember but today I was reading about Wolfgag Guethe. he was has the same characteristic. I want to do the same. I always say that I do...