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in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

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in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

there is no contingency plan for covid-19

I wonder if there is a contingency plan for catastrophes  like contagious viral disease such as the new corona virus?

what people should do in this situation?

when I was a student in school, I remember we did the earthquake maneuver.

but why people should not be prepared to standing against the new contagious viral disease such as covid-19?

we had to practice it at school too.

sadly...sitting at night

it is night. i'm sitting on this chair.  I  hear the sound of a cat whining. I don not like the noise.  I hear the disturbing sound of my mind:

be perfect

do not make a mistake

die...commit suicide. 


I am 32 years old.  I will be 33 years old in five month.  the new corona virus has ruined my plan to achieve mext scholarship.

what am I gonna do now? what I Suppose to do now? 

I just don't now. 

I don't even know what will happen to the world?

I am not afraid of my future. I am afraid of children, family and peoples future. 

will they starve to death?

what will happen?  I'm afraid of getting sick and dying.  I am more worried about others than myself.

what will happen?