my family do not let me be alone. even though I rented a house and I live alone now, they sent me foodstuff.
for example last night they sent me some cheese and walnuts.
I'm not a social person. I don't want to take a taxi. because I don't want to talk to talk driver. sometimes they talk to me even though I don't want to. they are sometimes talkative but I'm not.
also I have to walk because of corona virus. and of course because of corona virus.
I remember last time I almost had to carry 30 kg for 5 km. because I live in a distance of 5 km to my family.
that was actually fanny. people looked at me with curiosity. a woman was laughing t me.
she was right. people should laugh at me. my life is a joke.
so ha ha ha.
another joke:
I do not speak to my family.
ha ha ha
as I said, my life is nothing but a bitter joke.
I'd better laugh at myself too.
I had never had a friend in my life.
I have been alone all my life.
I'm a joke.
my life is a joke.
so laugh.
be a Joker