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in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

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in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

art specially architecture and painting

let's do not write about corona virus. I'm tired of bieng worried about that.
I have read about some painters and architects today. that was very interesting.
I am sure that if the ,mr.covid do not kill me I will study about that a lot more...
I have study about philosophy and science a lot but I did not read about art enough. 
I think it would be a good life if I would be a artist to.
I had worked on music at some level. this is not enough for sure.  I will  learn music  but I do not have nor time not energy for now.

night, scared and tired

I am not fond of governments like north Korea and China. but I think even these dictatorships are doing better than our government. they almost will do nothing for us. no matter what is going to happen: earthquake, flood, virus,. hunger,poverty, and etc...

I am afraid of corona virus.  first of all because of the situation in our country.

a young man who was my mother's cousin, has been dead because of corona virus. a member of their family who talked to my mother. I'm worried about our family.

I feel sleepy.

I feel tired. but in spite of that I wanna finish my work.

there is no contingency plan for covid-19

I wonder if there is a contingency plan for catastrophes  like contagious viral disease such as the new corona virus?

what people should do in this situation?

when I was a student in school, I remember we did the earthquake maneuver.

but why people should not be prepared to standing against the new contagious viral disease such as covid-19?

we had to practice it at school too.

sadly...sitting at night

it is night. i'm sitting on this chair.  I  hear the sound of a cat whining. I don not like the noise.  I hear the disturbing sound of my mind:

be perfect

do not make a mistake

die...commit suicide. 


I am 32 years old.  I will be 33 years old in five month.  the new corona virus has ruined my plan to achieve mext scholarship.

what am I gonna do now? what I Suppose to do now? 

I just don't now. 

I don't even know what will happen to the world?

I am not afraid of my future. I am afraid of children, family and peoples future. 

will they starve to death?

what will happen?  I'm afraid of getting sick and dying.  I am more worried about others than myself.

what will happen?

I like forrest gump but I don't like Wilson Yip

  • forrest gump gets rich With useful work.  Wilson Yip gets rich with lies in ip man movie.
  • forrest gump has a low intelligence but he is rational so he is not so stupid. but  Wilson Yip has a high IQ but he is not a rational man. He gets rich with lies. he is stupid. that's why forrest gump is a moral person but  Wilson Yip is not a moral man. jean piaget says if you are not a rational man you can not be moral.

that's why I like Forrest Gump but I do not like Wilson Yip. not at all.

even a porn movie is better than his movies. he is a devil who want to get rich and he don't care if he reaches to his goal at the expense of hostility between nations.


ip man was a big lie and  Wilson Yip is a big liar.