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in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

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in this website I am gonna write in English. I wanna work on my writing.

my tragedy with learning Japanese

I was working on Japanese. I have learnt more 6000 words and more than 2000 kanji. but I still can not read Japanese. 

I think that I'd better to just read the sentences in 5000 words of Japanese book.

it's been a long time. a few years...maybe...I' just struggle to learn Japanese.

every time I forgot the whole words and I have to learn them again. also I don't wanna give it up.

it's very important. I've spent several years of my life learning Japanese. and there's no any positive result.

I wish I did not try to learn this fucking language.

it's not impossible to learn it but I do not have the text. I must have some text to read. that's the only way to work on may vocabulary. 

but unfortunately I can not find that. so I have to read the sentences of that book...

I'm also not good at writing English but it's not a problem. I will be better and better. I just have to work on my English everyday. I can imagine that I can not speak Japanese but there is no way I can imagine that I can not understand and speak English. that would be horrible.