I'm learning Linux. it's been a few years since I thought about using linux instead of windows.
when I use Linux I feel more secure.
I'm working on c programming too. because first of all I wanna work on Arduino and second, I wanna be a programmer.
I wanna be able to make computer programs such as c, Python and c++
after that I wanna work on internet programming languages such as PHP, css, Java script
it's been a lot of time since last time I wrote sth here.
I did not have the time to write and work on my writing on this website.
here I am again and I'm ready to write bullshit.
I don't wanna write about Corona virus as before. so lets write about sth else.
um...let me think. Japanese! yes. about three month ago my computer's hard drive crashed. so all of the data stored on it was almost completely lost.
I had to start Japanese again. because I almost forgot all of 6000 words and the 2000 kanji's.
that was a lot of work but I finished that and for now I'm working on my Japanese again.
also I had to buy a new computer. nowadays it is too expensive to buy a PC in this damn country. but I have bought that because I did not have another choice.
I had read Sisyphus written by alberto camus almost 10 years ago.
It is similar to me when study kanji. I have read about 2000 kanji more than 300000 times. and I still can not learn them.
lets talk about something else. even speaking about kanji make me sick. all I can say is I thin I must work on writing kanji instead of just looking at them. maybe that's the solution.
it's just not easy to write every day...because I do not have anything to say. I just want to write to learn writing in english.
when Honia came to my room last night he was surprised to see that I have written the whole walls of my room with a pencil. she consider it as a mischief and bad deed.
I am not sure if this would be enough or not but I really don't know what to say.
I woke up at 6:30 in the morning today. and I have been working so far.
I'm almost always tired. sometimes I feel like I have some problem because of looking at computer/cell phone for 17 hours a day. I hop I do not have a CVS problem.
Honia and Avaz was here tonight. Avas did not afraid of me for the first time. honia was very polite and calm compared to last year.
I don't know if I should be happy or not. playfulness is a healthy part of children's life. it's necessary and healthy for a child to jump and run. she was too calm.
but she painted a lot.
anyway, Avaz can not understand such a thing. she is too young. I think she is just two years old.
Honya is a 4 years old kid. speaks three languages at some level. I wish I could speak three languages!
I hoped that as the weather warmed up, corona virus , the rate of corona expansion would slow down.
but as for know, I have not seen such a thing.
sometimes my eyes get tired. I have been working on English and Japanese for more than a year. to it is normal.
I can not remember the country's name but I have read an interesting news. the people of that country, believed in ghosts. the police forces in that country dressed in ghosts and frightened the people.
the goal of police was to keep people at house in fear of the ghosts. but this behavior has the opposite effect.
people came out of their houses to see the ghosts. but that behavior was temporary. they no longer leave their houses.