tired of sitting on the chair

today I have read a lot about art on the walls of my room. I like that.

I used to write on scrape of paper and stick it to the wall. but for now I don't wanna do that. may be later.

I have work a lot today...the same as the other days...for sure.

I am weak and tired now. It's been a year since I work 15 hours a day. I'm not tired in the morning but usually I have problem for the rest of the day.

it's 5 o'clock in the morning and there's still some tasks I have to do. 

I need sleep but I still must work on my English writing and also reading.

today's blah

I'm just trying to write in english. i wanna work on ;my writing. I think there is a clear connection between writing skill and speaking skill. 

...

this year...it was too difficult for me. I worked for more than 15 hours each day this year.

I did not have free time.

it is not good.

i am depressed. 

it's been two years since I work on Japanese. 

not just Japanese but English too. 

I'm not good at speaking and writing but I  can read very well.

I have some problem in listening to.

it's raining now. I do not like rain now because of corona virus. I wish it would not rain so maybe... this virus spread slowly or be wiped out.

I'm curious if high temperature has any effect on the corona virus or not?

art specially architecture and painting

let's do not write about corona virus. I'm tired of bieng worried about that.

I have read about some painters and architects today. that was very interesting.

I am sure that if the ,mr.covid do not kill me I will study about that a lot more...

I have study about philosophy and science a lot but I did not read about art enough. 

I think it would be a good life if I would be a artist to.

I had worked on music at some level. this is not enough for sure.  I will  learn music  but I do not have nor time not energy for now.

night, scared and tired

I am not fond of governments like north Korea and China. but I think even these dictatorships are doing better than our government. they almost will do nothing for us. no matter what is going to happen: earthquake, flood, virus,. hunger,poverty, and etc...

I am afraid of corona virus.  first of all because of the situation in our country.

a young man who was my mother's cousin, has been dead because of corona virus. a member of their family who talked to my mother. I'm worried about our family.

I feel sleepy.

I feel tired. but in spite of that I wanna finish my work.

there is no contingency plan for covid-19

I wonder if there is a contingency plan for catastrophes  like contagious viral disease such as the new corona virus?

what people should do in this situation?

when I was a student in school, I remember we did the earthquake maneuver.

but why people should not be prepared to standing against the new contagious viral disease such as covid-19?

we had to practice it at school too.